i don't want to loose you

i cant loose you, you make me the happiest girl this world has ever seen. you make me feel like ghjrgjkrthrejghjre i cant explain the feeling with any metaphorical example. im so madly inlove with you that all i can do is sit here and ball my eyes  out because zach im so fucking scared to loose you its un believable. this is everything i got second to God. Im giving up the rest of my life to spend it with you. think at my age you were partying it up, living for the moments now your 21 years old most people at 21 are ready to settle down, kids at my age dont give a fuck and zach im giving that all up to give you my heart and my soul and everything that comes with it. dont break my heart please i beg you i love you and i cant loose you because im giving up everything for you to be my everything one day, dont screw that up for me please.