9 Days In

So it has been only nine frigen days into this "secret" relationship with this amazing boy, and it feels like honestly it has been alot longer then that. I'm so cool with waiting 860 more days and even though its a long time, and sometimes it frustrates me I would honestly wait forever for this boy. I feel like were taking this fast but then at the same time its not that were taking it fast its that were just being "bad" I guess you can say. I'm just a frisky teenage girl whoms homrmons are going, and it dosen't bother me that sometimes me and him get kinky I guess you can say its just its not right. It's not christian but at the same time I like it, I like it alot. I am going to try my hardest not to let it get like that, but if something does happen like that agian, then all we can do it come to the conclusion it wasnt right, ask for forgiveness and move on. God please help me fight through this all I want is for me and him to be happy with eachother and successful  in the future he makes me happy and I just want our relationship to be a good one <3