I guess just because you haven't blogged lately dosent mean that I shouldnt

So we have honestly gotten through a heck of alota stuff together these past few weeks & only by the strength of the Lord do ibthink we were able to do it. I love you SO much and even though this weekend is going to be tough I know we will get through it & i know that I'll get to see you the following Monday. Just please never forget that I love you baby I really really do love you <3


P.S if you see this remind me to let you hear the voice note

Sometimes I just wish you'd know

That those little things (messages and phone calls) mean alot more then you think.

I love you

Let's strike out the past few weeks & start fresh

So the past few weeks i may have done some pretty stuid things and made some pretty stupid choices and to be honest I wish I had never fallen in the first place. I wish our relationship wasn't suffering bc of my bad choices but it is and I am sorry. I have decided that you are more important to me then drugs will ever be. So let's move on & before we know it we will be really happy again <3

We talked on the phone for a total of 18 minutes

Those eighteen minutes made my day you don't even know, going to school all day is a part of life but facing all the haters, listening to all the bullshit etc isn't the fun part. I get so insecure at school surrounded by people who think they are better then me I try my best to smile at everyone I pass in the halls but I never get many smiles back but beyond the point that I strongly dislike school is the fact that I strongly strongly love you & it's incredibly amazing. Talking to you puts a permanent smile on my face for the rest of the day. One of the reasons I always text you is because I love saying cute things that could potentially put a smile on your face :) I love you baby

Baby

Tbh, I love you very very much. I know I haven't blogged very much latley its just I have seen you so much it's crazy! But I have to stop skipping bc I have skipped 6 classes in 2 weeks that's bad :/ but whatever I'm not worried about that! Baby I want to thankyou very much for being there for me last night when I told you about how my relationship with Christ and how it was weak you helped me through you made me make a decision & that's exactly what I need someone to give me that little boost of encouragement . Zachary Jackson I am madly inlove with you & I am planning on spending the rest of my life with you. I know I'm high strung alot and the fact that you still love me through all my craziness is crazy on it's own... But I love you and thankyou for helping me last night I feel so much stronger <3 thanks for having my back baby love you lots

You rapped tonight

Man was it ever amazing,it sounds so free & so natural that it's amazing I loved it & I am not just saying that like it's the truth.

And also baby this week I am going to try REALLY hard to not freakout or get angry at you I will try hard I promise <3